Published 1/31/2023

It's never too soon

I just turn on the lofi playlist and start typing away. I mean writers block exists, don't get me wrong. I don't even know what I want to write about today. I just know I want to keep doing it. I just finished remodeling my whole site and all I want to do is keep typing. For absolutely no other reason then the pleasure of smacking away at my laptop keyboard.

Let's talk about lifes current obstacles

Beginning with my internet connection

First off I got a wifi extender installed to help me continue to steal the neighbors internet.

But it's not stable enough to spend quality time on SL.

I'm just glad we can communicate with my partner and making updates to the site ofcourse. ^.^ For what ever reason I haven't had any internet connection on my phone. Kinda turning my smart phone into a regular cell phone when I'm not connected to wifi. That's not a huge disadvantage for me though. It also might only be a temporary porblem. (I'll update this if it changes tomorrow)

I need my good keyboard back

My partner has it, idk if she managed to end up taking it with her to NY but I really want it back. For now I've got an old Dell membrane keyboard that I can use when my fingers get cramped up from slapping the keys on by laptop. At least I now have a deskspace to have a keyboard placed on. It sucks that it's in the kitchen of a trailer I don't live in but it's a lot better than nothing. At least this keyboard is splash resistant. xD

Depression

I've been able to keep it at bay for a little while now but somedays are worse than others.

It's because you're a f**

Go fuck yourself. At least I'm not in the closet.

I have no privacy

Do you ever really have privacy?

I don't mean in the creepy way like how everything is accessible on the internet. I mean it in the way how I can't just log into SL without everyone knowing I'm logged in. The best place for me to sit down and spend time online is in a kitchen in a house where anyone can walk in and see what's on the screen. That game is simply NSFW 99% of the time.

This website is verging towards being NSFW as a whole with my whole abdl thing.

At least thanks to Angel and I it isn't all abdl. It could be worse.

Imagine if we let your dumbass post diaper pics on here.

You better hope I don't start writing RP scenarios.

Only I have the skill to do that and I don't want it to feature diapers. It could be really cute though.

Are you saying I'm not good at writing?

Babies just don't write good, that's a fact.

Nobody wants to read that crap anyway.

I want to read that 🤤

ewww stop